God is out to kill me with all the eye-twitching. Today feels better, my day was rather glad. I spend 5 days in a row all at Parkway. Played mahjong with Arshu, Heather and my boss. I lost 4.20 lah. But it was fun, I have been smoking alot. I'm still not making my promise to cut down. I feel so stress this few days till I just have to carve I suck and lines of my hands. I know I am childish but really, I wish could take drugs (But obviously I won't). Everything is turning better but still. Out of three, I still have to solve two more. I just prayed that tomorrow work will be okay. Tomorrow would be our one year if we were still together. Perhaps its just me, like what you said I am the one who screwed things up. Then again I saw how close your getting with the person that I never wanted you to mix around with. I hope you got to know her after we broke up. Apparently I don't think so. I want to know so much but I am not supposed and at the same time I don't want to. I know how much the truth will hurt. Okay, stop it. I should stop being so emo. But fuck love seriously.